It's funny how things change! A few years ago my marriage fell apart. I fell apart. Today I recognize very little of my Blogger page. It could just be dementia...or amnesia...I don't really know!
My children and I are in a good place! I learned to put my big girl panties on & pick myself up. I quickly realized that my anger, bitterness, sadness could have changed me and my children for the worse! I thought I'd be married for a lifetime. I expected to be married for a lifetime. I am not a child of divorce. It was hard to come to terms with it. My ex was a child of divorce and I saw first hand how anger, bitterness and sadness can consume you and your children. I was adamant that I was not going to allow it to happen.
I am happy to say that my EX and I are parenting our children together as friends. For whatever drove us apart never involved them. To carry hate and resentment made no sense. I mean don't get me wrong there was a time (possibly) that I may have stuck him with a fork. Today...that's just not the case.
So...as I look back and continue to MOVE forward..slowly since my old bones just don't move as they used to...I am happy for my future and happy to be back blogging!!
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